I'M DYING!!!!

Hi again! I know I haven't posted anything in a while, but I will explain why! I SWEAR it is a good excuse!

 Okay sooo as you know, I've not been feeling very well lately. My doctor has since explained to me that the problem isn't what he thought it was originally...but it's all okay 'cos I'm not dying.

 Not from an illness or anything anyway.

No.

What is killing me is my FINAL INTERNATIONAL RELATIONS ESSAAAAY! guh.

 I feel just as fucked as these divers:

  Except I am less ignorant of my fate. Also there will be a lot less teeth in my demise. (I hope.)

This essay is not a long one...it shouldn't really be that hard. However, as it turns out, it is pretty damn hard. It is due in tomorow at four and I am CRAPPING myself. 
I hear some of you saying "why the hell are you blogging then!?"

Because I am trying to take a break before I just let my panic take hold of me again. That is why.

Btw people - I believe I have said how much I adore my friend Lucy before but I SAY IT AGAIN!

I LOVE YOU LUCY!!! 

 I love you so much I could SING~! In fact...I think I will!!

*AHEM* Sorry got a little carried away there. And yes. That is me. Of course it is! But yeah - she's been helping me cope with my work and for this I will love her - Lucy (a.k.a Duncan, my boyfriend) for all of time!

However, she is now pushing her luck by playing the Compare the Meerkat advert over and over...which pains me (literally) because the Muskrat makes me collapse on the floor in hysterics EVERY. SINGLE. TIME.

 Well, at least I can be grateful that as soon as this essay is done then all I have left is two more exams - sociology and Japanese - and then I AM FREEEE~ and I can go spend Christmas and New year with my beautiful friend Emily and the lovely Vanessa. <3 (No I won't be spending this time with family.)

I will have looooads of work to do over the holidays (particularly for Japanese) but I try not to think of this.

Jaa~ Sayonara~