If pictures could express how I am feeling right now...it would probably be this picture;
Or maybe...this one?
Or maybe like THIS one...just without the murderous...racist...homophobic...mass murdering and sly backbone!
...well I thought it was funny...
Anyway - moving on from angry babies and Hitler, the reason I am so wound up is because I have to leave Uni today...and it has been stressful enough leading up to this final event without all the shit that has happened today making me feel like hammering nails into my eyes.
Not to mention I had to say good bye to my fantastic girlfriend yesterday for the summer and that has left me feeling really down on top of it all.
I may need one of these babys...
ALL OF MY STUFF IS PACKED AND ON TIME TOO, might I just add before anyone asks what I did wrong.
No, the blame all lays on my parents. Who not only fucked up my chances of having my brother pick me up earlier than this (tomorow is the final deadline for leaving Uni accomodation) but now they have fucked over the kind person picking me up by telling them the WRONG thing and blaming it on me! I told this guy exactly what I needed to happen, and my Dad then told him something differant it would seem.
My shoulders ache from lifting heavy boxes all day today and yesterday and packing. I'm tired, not sure when the van is going to turn up, hoping that the uncle picking me up can FIND my halls because he has never been here before and it's a BITCH to navigate.
All in all...not a good day so far. All I want right now is to go home, unpack my things and have a big hug from my girlfriend. However...I don't know when I will next see Lucy because everything COSTS SO MUCH MONEY and after buying a house for next year yesterday I don't have squat. Not to mention I am only going back home to angry parents and am promised a long car journey with a miffed/stressed/tired uncle. Great.
Well, I'm sorry. I've been pestered for a new post for ages and after a long time of promising with no results you get a rant rather than another attempt at me trying to be funny.
I shall show you this to compensate you.
Don't say I never get you nothin' - this is all for you right here...it sums up all my love and affection for you that is buried under so much bile at the moment. I love you man.
Have a good day. Peace out.
*sends many premium-grade fluffy hugs through the internet* i'm not fantastic but i'm flattered that you think so and i'm missing you infinitely already.
ReplyDeleteI know you will give this comment such a look when you see it but just keep smiling honey - you've still got me and despite being here rather than there, i aint going anywhere!
btw thank you so so much for all the help you gave me yesterday and today, and fear me actually cleaning out my room (mind you that is purely so i can put new stuff in my drawers) xD
LOTSA LUUUUUUUUUUUUUUURV
P.S. FUCK THE PARENTS I WILL MURDER THEM IN THEIR SLEEP WITH A FROZEN FISH AND THEIR BODIES WILL NEVER BE FOUND! you think i'm joking.